I have really hit a wall lately. And, its not even weight loss that has me down.
It's the feeling that I am not losing fast enough. I KNOW, crazy right?

As of this morning, I have lost exactly 20 pounds since I went to the doctor 3 months ago. People would be joyus over that.. me, not so much. 188.0 popped up on that damn scale this morning, and I was happy for a minute, then thought, I could have lost way more than that.

I don't know where these feelings come from. People tell me "Oh you have lost alot of weight" or "You are looking wonderful" and all I can say is.. I've lost a little, and I still look fat.
I am not losing in the abdominal area...thats driving me crazy. These fat rolls are just sticking to me like glue and I am getting so discouraged.

I have got to get up and do something. Guess it will be a DVD today since its snowing and I really dont want to get out in it!